My head hurts.

I am having a bloody bad headache. I am this close to ripping my fucking skull off. I swear, Alex's vocie is the only thing that is stopping me from taking a knife and jabbing it into my throbbing head. My skull feels like it's gonna crack open and my brain feels like someone's squishing it. My temples feel like they're gonna crack. Looking at Alex's pictures is like looking at heaven, the good thing about heaven is that you're already dead and you won't have anymore bloody headaches.
Alexander William Gaskarth, i love you.