Monday, November 9, 2009

I like going out with people.

Hello guys! So like on saturday night, went out with Jill, Maria and Alvin.
One of the best nights i've had out, ever. HANDS DOWN. We went to HMV cause alvin wanted to get chicken foot. :-/ *GUI LAI LIAO!* HAHHA.
Anyways, then we went to eat at Secret Recipe. The meatballs literally tasted like balls. Don't eat there unless you wanna waste 10.90 bucks. :( i'm so sad.
Then we went ghost hunting. No ghosts. hahahaha. (thank god)
ANYWAYS, it was fun. CAN'T WAIT FOR BEERPONG DUDES!

Saturday, November 7, 2009

I get pissed at small mistakes, SUE ME.

Hey guys. Okay, some of you may know that i do, actually have an attitude problem. SOMETIMES. SO, I GET REALLY PISSED AT LITTLE THINGS.
Cobra Starship is on the bloody radio! Okay, nevermind about that, i'll gotten over it. BUT, WHY DO I HAVE TO LISTEN TO THE BLOODY ASSHOLE OF A DJ WHO CAN'T EVEN SAY THE SONG NAME RIGHT?
Good girls GO bad.
NOT
Good girls GONE bad.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?! SAY IT RIGHT OR DON'T SAY IT AT ALL! and I had to listen to Justin Bieber. Gay faggot. He's 15 and short. G.R.O.S.S.
Damn, i'm so pissed!
And it seems like i'm the only person in singapore that's into Indie music. :-/
i feel so alone. :( someone should listen to indie more and put her screamo CDs aside!! hahaha!
Thinking of getting jill that blink 182 shirt for christmas, shhh don't tell her. :)

Thursday, November 5, 2009

My head hurts.

I am having a bloody bad headache. I am this close to ripping my fucking skull off. I swear, Alex's vocie is the only thing that is stopping me from taking a knife and jabbing it into my throbbing head. My skull feels like it's gonna crack open and my brain feels like someone's squishing it. My temples feel like they're gonna crack. Looking at Alex's pictures is like looking at heaven, the good thing about heaven is that you're already dead and you won't have anymore bloody headaches.
Alexander William Gaskarth, i love you.

Give me therapy.


Arrogant boy,
Love yourself so no one has to.
They're better off without you.
Arrogant boy,
Cause a scene like you're supposed to.
They'll fall asleep without you,
You're lucky if your memory remains.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

What's your porno preference?

Hey guys, i am not talking about porn today, as always my post titles have no connection to what i write.
SINGAPORE IDOL.
I hate it. Okay, i'm not saying i sing like awesome or whatever but like the people this season should just stop singing for the rest of thier lives. Like they KILLED Michael Jackson's songs in the MJ singing round thingy. Like, i bet if Michael Jackson were still alive, he'd sue them. :-/
They sucks major balls and i hope none of them win. Okay, so some of you fans may say "OH OH BITCH!! Not like you can sing either!!" Well, as i have said, i can't sing awesome. But i don't join bloody singapore idol do i?????? NO, I DON'T. UNLIKE THEM, I ACTUALLY HAVE A LIFE. I mean, don't they know that they will never actually be like a REAL REAL touring singer? Like look at Hady Mi-blah blah (don't know what the hell his name is) ir that tau-whatever that guy's name is?! They have been long forgotten, i don't even know how to spell their names. If they seriously wanted to be like a REAL (NON-SINGAPOREAN) singer, then they should go to America. :) but well, we all know they're not good enough for that. I'm not saying all singaporeans can't sing, i'm just saying those people who CAN sing, just don't. Like they don't waste their time going for competitions like this because they have to time, so i don't blame those who joined, they should find something better to do, i'm sorry! *pulls out clumps of hair*
OH, EXCEPT THAT TABITHA GIRL. maybe may? or that Charles guy or something. Yeah, Duane should die, again, i am sorry. ;(

Saturday, October 24, 2009

The flavour of your lips is enough to keep me here.

I am a liar.

I am self absorbed.

I am in this for me.

I am seeking recognition.

I am not concerned with politics.

I am attempting to rise to the top.

I am never going to forget my intentions.

I am allowed to worry about my own life above the lives of others.

After all,
I am human.

Here's to you.

You act like you're everything you're not, act like you don't care about anything. Guess what? I know you do. You copy what other people do just to fit in, and you think we don't know that. You lie alot, just one of your many awesomely fucked up traits. I swear to god, you have lied and betrayed everyone so many times, you make Adolf Hitler look like a bloody saint. You can go drown in your pool of fuck for all i care. Bloody rip off. You think the people you hang out with actually like you? I'll let you in on something, they don't. Because you have no friends but you still bitch about them, how's that for a friendless loser? You're driving yourself to your grave, i just hope you drive faster.. That's what you get when you take what people have, now it's just your time to pay up for what you have taken. Don't say shit like you don't know why people treat you like that and act all sad and pouty, you know very well why everyone hates you. They hate you because you're a bloody bitch. You constantly insult people, like if you don't like something about someone, you just have to insult them. And you don't just insult people you hate, you even insult your "friends". Not as if you have any now. Yeah, you aren't that blody great yourself. You're a rip off. You're ugly. You're thin as fuck. I think the only thing you can say about other people is that they're fat, because you're so bloody thin, if theres a typhoon or something, it'll sweep you off your feet and you'll be the first to die. And i hope that happens, i mean it. You betrayed your best friend and even liked her guy, yeah HER guy. You even lie about everything you are just so he'll like you back. Yeah, i'm sure those are a few qualities a best friend lacks that you just have to have huh? Honestly, i look up to you. How can you not kill yourself after doing so much shit and ruining people's lives? I look up to you for being a mjor bitch even though you already have no friends, that's something i can never do. I have never hated anyone in my life as much as i hate you. I don't even hate you, i detest you.
Here's to you, you've always been a bitch, an enemy, a loser and a rip off.
I hate you.