I've probably blogged about hypocrisy and insecurities way too many times on this blog. But who cares, it's my blog.
Just let me start of by saying that everyone is a hypocrite and most people are pretty insecure but there is one girl that takes it to a whole new level. I'm not going to mention her name because I don't want to cause her to be even more "insecure" and/or "emotionally damaged".
People who are insecure tend to put other people down to make themselves feel better, this is exactly what she does. LET ME ASK YOU SOMETHING. Just because someone called you fat like 5 years ago, it doesn't give you the right to call other people fat too. Shouldn't you know what it feels like to be called fat and ugly and all that crap that you claim damaged you? Calling someone a fat fuck won't make anyone feel better. And calling someone ugly won't make your acne scars go away either. (aww yeah you heard me) It's one thing to be honest and to tell someone that they might be a little plump and should try eating healthier and it's another damn thing to be rude and tell them to give up losing weight cause they are what you consider "fat fucks". You claim you say that because according to you, they aren't losing weight the right way. Is your way the "right" way? Is starving yourself and taking laxatives the right way???? I THINK NOT.
Yeah I read your blog and how you're trying so desperately to lose weight and you're taking so many laxatives blah blah blah blah. Yeah, your way of losing weight is totally the right way.
NOT ONLY THIS OK. You then tell everyone that you're insecure. Ok can, you're insecure, you cut yourself blah blah. If you're so insecure, shouldn't you understand what it's like to be upset at yourself for the way you look? Shouldn't you understand what it feels like to be hurt by things that other people say about you? You know it's depressing and you know it's a crappy feeling so why are you doing that to other people?? I've known you for other 6 years and I have never once liked you. And mind you, I am a fucking forgiving person. It's like someone can betray me and hurt me a thousand times and I would still eventually forgive them but you are just horrible and ew, just no. Posting pictures of you cutting yourself doesn't prove ANYTHING. It doesn't prove that you're more depressed than someone and it doesn't prove that your life sucks because it really doesn't. Sleeping around with boys because you're insecure and you just need someone to love you? That's fucking bullshit. Sorry I don't believe in that. Sex does not equate to love. And if you think that it does, then you're really fucking stupid and shallow. Your friends (if you even have any) and your family love you and care about you. If that's not enough love then you can go kill yourself. You complain about your parents and you said to me once, "Look what my mom did to me, look how I turned out.". It's not your mother's fault you turned out like this. Yes, she might have verbally and maybe physically abused you, but she isn't responsible for what kind of a person you are. To a certain extent, yes. But on a whole, not so much. Did you make you get into relationships when you were younger? No. Did she make you sleep with them? No. Did you make or teach you to say mean things to people? No. It's your fucking fault you're a mean bastard, so do something about it. What's the point of blaming your parents for how you turned out? IT'S YOUR LIFE. You fucking make something out of it!! If your parents treat you like shit and tell you that you're worthless, you fucking show them that you aren't! What is the damn point of sitting around and blaming everyone for everything bad that's ever happened to you??? Do yourself and favour and just stop all your bullshit. Half the school doesn't like you, HECK, EVEN TEACHERS DON'T LIKE YOU. You want to know why? You don't have any respect for people. Do you think teachers would yell at you and punish you if you did their work and listened in class? No. You dig deep into your conscience (if you have one) and ask yourself if you've done anything to irritate or piss teachers off. Confirm have right? If you were a teacher, would you want to have a student like yourself? Don't need to think la, the answer is no.
You might say that I don't know you well enough to judge you and all that crap but I don't care. This is the kind of impression you've given me and that is also your fault. Just stop your nonsense and maybe people will start liking you for who you really are..
Wow, that was a really angry rant. I know I am really mean most of the time but meh, who cares.
Also, it's nice to see that people are actually reading my blog, even though I don't understand what any of your comments say... I tried to google translate them but they still don't make any sense, too bad I guess. I hope none of you are like this bitch I just talked about. If you are then please get out of my blog.