Painting Flowers.

Hello!

God damn does alex sound sexy as hell singing painting flowers. Oh yeah, go watch Alice In Wonderland, it's in the soundtrack! I think alex sounds sexy because he doesn't sound like his usual self in the verse, only in the chorus, AND he lisps abit (kinda sounds like he's wearing retainers). Cute-er-rest!

See that radical tatt he has? I want a tattoo. But it's like damn scary. Because my dad will beat me up and make me a hobo. And plus, I get like bored and stuff easily, so I'm afraid I'll get bored of the tattoo. I don't know. It'd be cool to have a tatt on my fingers or wrists. Dayumm.
We'll see.
I read Chanel's brother's exam paper today, LAUGH MY ASS OFF OKAY. I want a copy of it! I'll ask her some other time. :D Okay, goodbye!

You, Me and the Bourgeoisie.

Hello everyone! :)
After listening to this song that I really like, I really feel as if I might be one of the most spoiled bitches in the world.

Here I am with all the pleasures of the first world,
Laid out before me who am I to breakdown?
Everyday I wake up,
I choose Love,
I choose Light,
And I try, it's too easy just to fall apart.

TELL ME INDIE ARTISTS AREN'T SMARTASSES?
It definitely owns all other genres. Other than alt. that's a different story. (lolwut?)
I bet everyone feels that way. Like seriously man, we have everything in the world, who are we to breakdown? When our hearts are full, we actually need much less, all the material things in the world will never truly satisfy our hearts. Humans suck because we are horrible creatures and each and every one of you knows that in some way, you are a fucking terrible person. I can be honest enough to say that I really.... uh. You know what? Nevermind.. heh heh. I don't know what to say.
OH, I THINK, I saw JayJay (How the fuck do you spell his name?) at ZhongHua! At the general office calling for a teacher or somethin. HAHA. I remembered that he wore dunks to school... Damn, and that nice girl from guitar (Rachel) added me on Facebook! This is good. I like my new guitar class, humans are nice (I know what I said just now, SHUT UP!!) And you know what I found out? The girl that wrote that song was like the great grandaughter of Fitzgerald. You know the person that wrote "The Great Gatsby" NO YOU EFF-TARD IT'S NOT THAT STUPID JAPANESE HAIR PRODUCT.
Hong Li keeps worrying about her history test but I think she's going to do absolutely fine. I have faith in my nice nice pretty friend. I saw like a really hot guy today. But he was such a bastard. He was from Australian International. Asshole you know. :-/ but he was so hot. Light almost blonde brown hair and dark blue eyes. Yummy. :)
OH YEAH, Today, me and Theng Lee saw this girl from this school playing badminton and HOLY SHIT I THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH HER LEGS. GOD DAMMIT. SHE HAD LIKE THE BLOODY NICEST LEGS EVA! (Not to mention, she was like really tall too) It was like the PERFECT size and it was like skinny but you know how usually skinny people's legs are all flab, HERS ARE LIKE NOT!! But she was like.. a guy. :-/ she spoke like a guy and her voice was really low and stuff. Damn, I want her legs.... :(
Piano theory is fucked up. I don't get why the hell I have to do it. I mean, like, playing the piano is just ONE thing. I went to learn how to play the piano not how to find the chord from the root and blah blah blah. Grade 7 practical and Grade 5 theory, epic fail or what? And i've been learning for 7 years and I have never taken a piano theory exam ever. I skipped three piano grades... yeah... I skipped 3, 4 and 6. Teehee! Okay. this is getting pretty damn ego. But, I don't really like those classical pieces that change key like halfway during the song. Okay, you know what? I don't think you'll get me and this post is getting way too long.
My school's DM blog hops, I typed blog shops HAHAHAHHAA WTF. Yeah, she must be smart, but I'm not gonna bother to like put my blog on private because I don't really care. :-/ It's like WE pay to go to school and WE pay the teachers. We can blog about them if we want to. And like I don't think they'll waste their time reading my blog anyways, so how will they read all the "hurtful things"? And besides, ya'll don't even know my school! TEEHEE!
Goodnight and Good fight. (I love celebrity death match. Twenty thumbs up.)

These hands could create better things.

I've been thinking about everything lately and I'm thinking about you. And you know what? I can honestly say that I am your best friend becasue I know everything about you and I still put up with all your nonsense. And stop saying that no one cares about you because you know what? You push aside everyone who ever has cared because you're so stuck up and selfish. And not to mention spoiled. Everything has to go your way or else you get pissed and I mean, what can I do about that? You're someone I can never stand but you know what? I do.
The next time you say no one cares, I won't. The next time you want things done your way, I'll make it so that it doesn't. And the next time I hear you say you don't have good friends, I won't be yours anymore.

I think it's time for a change, I don't think I should be all that nice anymore. It's time I get things done my way isn't it? It won't bother me if we don't talk, it would bother me if we did.

Thank god you're not in SSPLOA.

Hello everybody. So.... I got 19/21 for my science test. I know I cheated for one question but screw it, the question I copied wasn't even right in the end anyways. :
I MADE A NEW GROUP WITH NICOLE AND MARY!
It's called Super Secret Promise Land Of Aleigons. Yes, I know the last word is spelled wrongly. It's meant to be that way. Hahaha, There are four members in it. One member still doesn't know he's in the group. HAHAHAHA. Lame la. Thanks to lessons like Geog and Science, I can think of all this kind of bullshit. AND OH MY GOD. MS LEE WAS LIKE A FUNNY BITCH TODAY LA. She was like "WHERE ARE YOUR SENSES!" Then everyone's face was like : "epic fail bitch" HAHA, Then she told ethel, "Ethel come here, I will talk to you softly." HAHAHA.
I need a new brain that's good in math and science. Sighz. I got like really low for my math test.
Oh! Coach yelled at me yesterday because I sucked balls at competition. Yeah.. I was really sad and stuff because hong li lost because of me. DOUBLES IS HARDER THAN SINGLES OKAY. Grrr. :-/ Fuck man, I still feel damn bad. Argh.
ALEX WAS IN SINGAPORE. OH MY EFFIN GAWD. I bet he looked sexy. I need him in my room. ;) teehee!
I LOVE YOU ALEX. <3

Today was a day just like any other.

Hello everyone!
Fun fun fun day today but before that.. I think you should all know that my sister cut my hair and now it looks like shit. Yeah. Why did I let her cut my hair? Because she said she could and I needed to trim it. My mistake.... :(
Talking to someone about Valentines. And how his was so great and that his valentine is over in Singapore. Oh! BTW, My valentine was NicNic. Like a few hours before Valentine's day ended. Epic or what? My first valentine! Was a girl.. oh my god. Ew. no offence to nicole. :)
I went out with Nicole and Mary today, oh my god I love them, hahaha! Okay, I'm going to start using LOL, because I think it's irritating when someone over-uses it. Okay here it goes.
So we went to like orchad and like LOL, I saw this damn hot guy and I was like LOL. And like he was LOL, but he was like really really cute! And blonde. lol... YEAH, And he was with his ugly girl. LOL. Okay, it's not working. I need lessons on how to use LOL. Anyone wanna teach me? :P
Okay... SO YEAH, We saw hot guys.. ate alot.. mmhmm! And I had a green tea frapp. Epic. Unlike my bloody hair. OH I DID A WHITNEY PORT HAIRSTYLE. If you are my classmate, you'll get to see it tomorrow!! :D okie. Goodbye my friendz. LATER. :)

Happy Valentine's Day.

Dear you, I've got a letter I would like to give you.
I know it doesn't mean much, but it's something I want you to see.
I want you to be next to me, is what I really need.
Because without you I wouldn't be living in reality.

I'll give you the moon and the stars, the sea or the shore,
But I'll know that you're worth so much more.
When you mean every word you say with each breath you take,
Loving you can be so easy.

When you're here, you take all my fears away,
We won't care about what people say.
Isn't that what our love is about.
Alex, you're something that I can't live without.
I wanna hold you tight, that's all I wanna do.
Last thing I wanna tell you.
P.S. I love you.

Happy Valentine's Day, Alex.
Even though I'm not your valentine and I will never be your valentine.... Sigh.
This is to everyone who actually do have valentines and are not losers that write songs about boys they can't be with. Doesn't mean I do it (LIE).
Anyways, I hope you guys had an awesome day with your loved one or with yourself and your New Year's money! (Like me....)
Knock yourself out tonight. ;) go jack off to pictures of the people you like. Haha, I joke I joke.
Goodnight you sexy sexy person reading my blog! (LIE). I joke somemore... :)

mega mega megalomanic

Hello everyone, SO....
okay, to the person who i'm what fighting with? You're fighting with yourself. Do you see me being mean to you? No. -_-
So like seriously, write about me more la.. As if I care like that right? Write somemore, it will just prove to everyone how much of a loser you are. That you have to keep fighting for yourself to prove that you're "right" *TEEHH* (buzz sound effect). I don't give a shit. So just keep writing what you're writing yeah? I wanna see it. ;) teehee!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYBODY!
I won like 52 buckeroos gambling la! COOL OR WHAT? I gave my sister 16 bucks. :) What a nice person I am. (PROVES THAT I'M NOT MEAN YOU DOUCHEBAG!)
Okie.
Goodbyez.

When you fall everyone stands.

Hello everyone! So it's chinese new year. THAT MEANS MONEY MONEY MONEY! If you're not chinese then.... too bad la. But you will money by working la. TEEHEE! :D I like to freeload. BECAUSE IT'S FREE. Duh. The best things in life are free. Not really.
It's gonna be valentines day tomorrow and I don't have a valentine. I'm too young. Sheeh ya'll. TWAS A DREAM! OOOOH, I CAN ASK ALEX. But he won't reply me. :( Especially if I tweet him. He has Lisa anyways. D: GRRR.
I have dinner like later downstairs at my place. DRIVE PASS MY HOUSE AND HONK! I'LL WAVE TO YOU!! :D It's like with the whole building. And I really don't like some of my relatives because they keep telling me about how i'm so fat. C'mon man, I have BIG BONES. You know, It's something you have.... And the reason why it's harder for me to grow tall is because I HAVE A BLOODY CURVED SPINE!! And anyways, you're like fatter than me. I have muscles. (too much.. D: ) And like, you're old. yucks.
OKAY ANYWAYS. Damn, I'm wearing this thing that makes me sit up right and it makes my back sore. And you know you can watch every channel on your TV now?! I'm like fucking O.D.-ing on E entertainment and Fox and Discovery Home And Health. Some of you think it's gay to watch discovery home and health but it's cute okay! You see all the bloody cute tiny little sam embery looking babies and like BOOM, the cuteness kills you. Ahhh, babies. So cute.
Oh and everything's not okay. I'm just being nice. Because I'm a relatively nice person. So don't think there's nothing wrong. THERE IS!!!
I was watching the Kardashians just now. Drama man. Kim is like the prettiest but she's like 157cm. That's like fucking short. It's my height. :-/ I don't feel so short no more.
I went out with Jill yesterday, she was pissed off at someone who never showed up.... But yeah la, WE SAW SO MANY HOT GUYS OKAY? I LIKE THE ONE WE SAW WHEN WE WERE GOING DOWNSTAIRS! SO CUTE. Brit boy. damn. so cute.
I spilled milk on my black shirt. Epic fail or what? -_-

Acid raindrops keep falling on my head.

Hello guys, well.... I'm sick. Not sick. Pretty damn effing sick. So I am not in school and I am resting my already damaged body at home. :)
Oh and since everyone knows about it, all I have to say is. I don't care. Seriously! C'mon, I even stopped blogging about you. I practice what I preach. And the reason why I'm backing down is not because I think I'm wrong. Well, on certain levels, yes I am but mostly, you are. And I know it, Hong Li knows it, the rest of the team knows it. We don't have to prove anything to anyone. Go on and tell them the story, I'm sure with most of the "boring" things you leave out, they'll have a hell of a time listening to it. And if you heard about it and think I'm a bitch, TAG ME! Tell me how much of an angel she is and about how i'm going to hell blah blah blah. I need tags anyways. :D oh, and thanks for bitching about us yesterday, I'm very very gald that I'm such an awful person, that awful till you make me/us the topic of every one of your disscusions. :)
Hmm, I feel sick. I have to go for that spine check up shit later. Unlucky or what? Bloody hell. I'm sick somemore. :-/
Grrr. Pfft. Hmpppfff.
I'm talking to myself now because I think it's damn funny how my voice sounds like a boy that's going through puberty and how it cracks everytime I talk. Hahaha, Fun fun fun.
P.S.// Byebye Nach. :( Have fun in Bangkok and Aussie land! Claim your awesome treat when you come back, haha! :D

PISSED OFF.

OH MY GOD. MY BLOODY GUITAR STRING JUST BLOODY SNAPPED. I gotta go all the way to god knows where to go and restring everything. I'm just gonna restring everything. BLOODY HELL. WASTE MY MONEY LA. WHY THE BLOODY STRING SO FAST SNAP ONE? I WAS JUST BLOODY TUNING IT ONLY LA! GRRRR! Stupid strings. I don't like you. It's not the old classical one leh, IT'S THE BLOODY NEW BLACK ACOUSTIC ONE. NEW. I REPEAT. NEW. Who wants to follow me go re-string? Pftt, I shall just force Jill to follow me after school on friday. :D Teehee! 50 Bucks enough to re-string right? I hope so man. Nevermind, I'll ask from my mom. HEH HEH. ;)I hope I can change the colour of the strings. That'd be cool. Grr. I don't even know where to restring la bloody hell. Juno! BLAME YOUR BLOODY LOUSY STRINGS. I am so pissed off la. GRRRRRRRR. GRRRRRRRR. Damn, all the grr-ing makes me sound like a dog. NO LORH. THE STRING IS A BLOODY DOG. ARGH. ARGH. Crocodiles are fun fun creatures of the wild water. Oh my god, that sounds like Steve Irwin. Damn, he's dead. I remember he died on the 5 september.
It's damn irritating how everyone knows about this bloody small matter la. Lame. -_-

That Was Something.

Hey guys! Guess what? I had the lamest thought and I did the lamest thing ever. I went to my iPod and googled Porn and I tried clicking on the website and guess what? They were all blocked. Lame or what? Pfft, you know you can't find porn in my house now. :) And my sister was making a big fuss outta it. C'mon la, it's just a joke, not like I'll go and watch it right? I'm a bloody girl, I can look at myself. :-/ Duh?
Okay enough with the stupid incident. GUESS WHAT? I have the Def Leppard album! It has 34 songs! I FEEL LIKE I'M NOT HEAVEN. not really. I'm bloody sick. I feel like shit and I have to play against AMK tomorrow. How shitty is that?
POUR SOME SUGAR ON ME.... Epic song.
I found out Patrick's full name. Damn cute la. "Patrick Vaughn Stump" SO CUTE LA. VAUGHN. TEEHEE! HE LOST ALOT OF WEIGHT YOU KNOW? Damn sexy now. He's not chubby no more. D: Still cute none the less. :)
OH AND I WAS AT CHILIS YESTERDAY AND THERE WAS THIS SUPER CUTE GUY WITH BLONDE HAIR AND A THICK BRITISH ACCENT. SOOOOOO CUTE. And his hair wasn't like normal blonde, NO. It was PLATIUM BLONDE. Naturally! So cute la! Green eyes. Perfect. And he was about my age. Teehee!!!! :D
Def Leppard. \m/

Dear Alex.

You’re the reason why my fingers hit the keys,
The reason why my fingers strum the strings.
I need you here with me.

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU.

I missed your skin when you were east.

Hello guys! Great day... cept for something.
I'm talking to Ayeesha! OMG. I MISS HER SO MUCH MAN. I haven't seen her since like Primary 4 and that is like a DAMN long time ago! We used to be like bloody best friends la! WITH HER TWIN SISTER TOO. OMGOMG. And guess what? My throat is probably bleeding now because yesterday, I was screaming throughout this whole movie. Angus Thongs and Perfect Snogging. WHY? HELLO? Perfect Snogging. THE BLOODY GIRLS ARE GETTING PAID TO KISS HOT GUYS. And for your information, the girls aren't like MODEL pretty. They are in some ways but not like WOAH. So yeah! IT IS BLOODY UNFAIR! I want in! Singapore should make the asian version with asian girls but with brit guys. TEEHEE! I'm 14! I CAN BLOODY ACT. I WILL AUDITION. Or, Nicole Hofbauer can join and introduce me to the guys. HAHA. Damn, I screamed everytime ANY GIRL kissed a guy. Then my mom came in a hit me with my pencilcase and told me to keep quiet. I still make a re-make of this movie myself! It'll be called "Jacqueline Booty Shorts and More perfect than perfect FRENCH kissing"
TEEHEE! I bet no one will watch it. :-/ That was so lame.
ANYWAYS. GUESS WHAT? I REALIZED THAT MY PREDICTIONS WERE CORRECT! While you guys probably know I like the guy in the wheelchair in the show Glee? Archie. Yeah, while reading the end credits, I REALIZED THAT I KNEW HIM!! From this lame band I used to listen to! NLT. They were like all backstreet boy and shit but he was SO CUTE. AND HE LOOKS EVEN CUTER WITH GLASSES! Oh my god. I love guys with glasses and damn nice eyes. I think it's damn cute. While waiting for the bloody picture uploader to open, I shall say random things. (Martini, Hotdog, Your mom, Thrust, Raygun, Glue, Toenail, Phonebill, Alex Gaskarth, Man-whore, Teeth, Mole, Wrinkles, Chemical, Drugs, Cat, Loser, Sexy, Wrist, Heart, Kleenex) WHY THE FUCK WON'T THE PICTURE THING LOAD?! You know what? Forget it. Go watch Glee. He's pretty obvious. See the dude in the wheelchair? Yeah, that's him. Cute right? He sings like a bloody angel. (L) But Alex sings like a sexy angel. heh heh. The other dude is pretty cute too. Cory Monteith... He can sing. Well. Alex can sing well-er.
Sorry for the weird abrupt ending.
Oh yeah and make it sound as if we're all to blame, at least we ourselves know that we're NOT at fault. Pffffttt!
Okay, teehee!
GOODNIGHT! I love you! I love my last post. Alex looks so sexy with his cute smile and all.

Dear Alex..... Sincerely me.

Dear Alex, I've got a letter I would like to send.
It's lacking strings of words with punctuation at the ends.
But, should I trust this dialect, to convey the right effect?

Dear Alex, I've got some things I'd like to set in pen.
I would have used a pencil, but lead's just not permanent.
Should I trust my printers ink, to express the things I think?

Every page I tried my best to think of something to contest with.
Inside jokes and other folks who've got much more to say.

Dear Alex, this envelope will represent my heart.
I'll seal it, send it off, and wish it luck with it's depart.
This stamp will be every action that carry my affection,
Across the air and land and sea.
Should I trust the postage due?
To deliver my heart to you.

Give you all I can, flower and a hand.
I hope this helps you see.
Signed,
Sincerely me.

Kill me, I dare you.

We lost today's match overall but I must say everyone tried their best except for someone. I seriously cannot stand you. The fact that you find fault in everyone but yourself, face it, that you're the worst out of all of us. I know we're in a team together but you've crossed the line and you are no longer my friend. You bitch about us after you lose a game? Claiming that we never cheered for you? You know I was the one shouting your name telling you that you could do it even though you pissed me off so much? I bet you didn't know that. You assume. And it gets you no where. And saying that Hong Li and I are like arrogant because we smiled when we won? Is that wrong? Were you expecting us to cry? Like are you fucking retarded? And you said that we neglected you again. Why can't you fucking realize that you are the one that's causing us to neglect you? When like you're feeling sad or whatever and someone asks you "are you pissed?" You shout at them or give them a bloody black face or show them attitude. You think if we did that, that you'd still wanna be our friends? And honestly, how many times have we bloody forgave you? I think telling you all this bullshit you hardly even want to hear is like damn bad and it hurts you and shit like that, but you.... You let the whole sec 2 team down to the point where they cannot be bothered. And if you're going to carry on not training hard and stuff, you know what will happen to you in sec 3.

To me, you're just an enemy that doesn't have the guts to kill me.
I dare you.

You're the spearmint flavour in my gum.

Hello everyone! Generally happy day today, but Jill didn't come to school. FLU GAL. wtf.
Okay anyways, note to some people. cough cough.
So close to hating you. Happy right? You wouldn't want to be friends with bitches anyways huh? :D
And another person, don't kill yourself while living your life, I've already seen you go through enough and all the bullshit you're doing is hurting everyone and now they're hurting you back. Stop acting like that if you want people to actually be your friend.
Okay! DONE WITH THE SAD STUFF!
WE'RE GONNA KILL HIHS TOMORROW. (i hope la) I really hope that like I smash the girl then she try to take then her ankle sprain but then her reserve not there. THAT WILL BE GOD'S MESSAGE TO ME THAT I AM A LUCKY GIRL AND THAT WE'LL WIN! But that will never hapen la. hahaha. So mean. But the coach looks like a habbo hotel character you know?!?! I was the umpire that day then I was looking at him, REALLY. But his legs have alot of dots. Yucls. :-/ No offence to anyone from there la. teehee!
And today I wrote a song for Joey because she was late. And it was damn funny, but I forgot the lyrics. -_- I hope that god will suddenly like shine a bright light on my opponent to blind her and let me and hong li win. :) Then god will be a great great man. He's already great but he'll be greatER. hahahaha. Damn damn damn, my back is aching ALOT man. I feel like shit! It's damn painful when I sit up straight or even sit normally. I THINK I NEED TO LIKE CUT MY SPINE. IT'S REALLY DAMN PAIN.
I'm eating strawberries now yum yum! :D

"Hello. I hear that you haz a hotdog, is that true?"
"Why yes, I do haz a hotdog." :D *cock-eyed smile*
I LOVE AIR BFFFFFFF. teehee!