Warning Deep Content.

Hello guys so uh im gonna write abou some crap here and uh cause i thought of some stuff and i CANT FIND MY BLACK NOTEBOOK. OOOOOHHHH MMYY GOOODNEESS.
I finally found out what the song Starlight meant after a whole year of free-time thinking. For your sake i will violate the copyright laws.

Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
(this is about the journey to the goal and sometimes our goals take us out of a comfort zone or away from people in our lives who aren't ready to change with you)

Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

(Starlight is the "goal". But you cant seem to reach it and you wonder if its still worth it to go after that certain goal)

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms

(So the goal is actually to hold someone in your arms)

My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive

(The feeling of this goal and pursuit of the goal. How the person drives you to go fourth with the goal and not give up)

I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

(You'll never let this goal or person go as long as it doesn't fade away)

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

(Black holes are still virtually unknow objects in the universe. Im mean sure we can see them but no one knows for sure whats in them. And in life we have hopes and expectations and unknown things and things that we learn or are revealed. Therefore the blackhole.)

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms
Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold...............

I mean this is what i think the song means if you know this song and think you have another "meaning" for it then like comment and tell me about it, i mean only if youre as much of a geek as i am to go think about these kinda stuff but why not? :)
I still dont know why i suddenly got the meanings and also to suddenly feel like writing the stuff i feel down. Gosh im not me anymore. Werid................ Too werid. But i mean bare with me if you show no interest or like show SOME but dont understand a single shit im talking about then uh come find me and i'll explain it to you?? I dont know i think of something.

Oh another complaint.

Hey guys i was retarded enough to accidentally delete my last post sorry. But im talking about other stuff now so. (:
Ok like you know when you see american guys with like asian girls its just like "Oh theyre in love" *IGNORES*
But its all different when you see an asian girl with an american guy. "OH SHAMEFUL. She didnt date an asian guy. I bet shes just dating them for their money"
See the CLEAR and BIG-ASS difference? Im serious like i was like in this hotel once with my uncle and my cousin then we went like swimming and stuffs then we saw the american guy and woman then my uncle is cool and stuffs so he just smiled at the couple and they just smiled back. NICENESS. Then this totally singaporean like people beside us were like 'HOW CAN BE DATE AN ANG MO *TSK TSK* NO ASIAN CULTURE." hey fuck you. How would you fucking know if she really loved that dude? HUH YOU TELL ME. Are you like the asian guru of love or something? I BET NOT! Like who the hell are you to say they cant date? Like GOD? NO NO NO NO. Cause GOD ISNT SOMEWHAT RACIST OK? HE LETS PEOPLE THAT LOVE EACH DATE. so you are definetely NOT god or Buddha CAUSE HE WOULD LET THEM BE TOGETHER TOO OKAY? So youre not any type of anything youre not even human dont ask me what you are you just an ant that will one day be squashed. (:
And some of you may be asking "Why the hell are you so worked up? Youre not dating an american guy." Yes im not (Although id defintely LOVE to) See the thing is why the hell is it fair that americans can just date whoever they want, But if youre Chinese then *BAM* If you date someone NON chinese youre an asshole. Like guys too asian guys can date american girls but why cant asian girls date american guys? So sleep on that and tell me what you think. Comment or Tag i mean if you want to. (:
P.S//I CAN PLAY VIOLET HILL AND STARLIGHT AND IT ENDS TONIGHT ON THE PIANO BY EAR. YES HEARD WITH MY VERY OWN EARS! AWESOME? (:

In too deep.

Sometimes, I find, my perception of humanity, is overwhelmed by the abundance of insanity.
Humanity created insanity, yet youre unable to see.... That within each of us lies the power to set sanity free.

Where the hell did that come from? Oh crap i dont even know.........................
Hey wait that deep thought rhymed. (:

No Title Avalible.

The walls are caving in,

As far as I can see.

The walls are caving in,

The doors got locked for sure.

There's no one here but me.

You beat my body like a rag doll,

you stuck the needles in my hip.

Said 'we're not gonna lie,

Son, you just might die.

Get you on that morphine drip, drip'.

I dont hate you, I hate what you've become.

You used to be different, you used to say what you needed to. Never kept it to yourself, at least not that much. Even if it hurt you the most even if you had to take in the pain of buring your tongue, you were still the same, you never held anything back.
Its different now, I dont know whats going on with this. I used to see the light in your eyes and now all i see is hurt and darkness. Cause now, somehow you have to keep your mouth shut, Watch what you say. Why do you have to do that? Cause youre afraid? Then what are you afraid of?
You say youre hanging on a string and that shes gonna cut that string. But oh god, you dont know nuts about what the hell shes going to do and why do you care. Is she your life-support? I know im just the pain-killer but what about your fucking disease?
I'll tell you what your disease is, Its friendship. And i told you that to your face, you looked down in shame and asked me, Do you hate me? All i could say was.

I dont hate you, I hate what you've become.

COLDPLAY VIVA LA VIVA TOUR!

Hey guys if you saw my post just now like my awesome videos got DELETED? but i decided not to be a jackass and to just continue with the shit in my life. (:

So the concert was really the fucking best thing thats happened in my life so far. Whoopie! so yeah friggin' awesome. so yeah heres the tickets if some of you freaktards dont believe i went.

SO GOD-DAMN BLUR. make my eyes bleed.

I even have the recipt HA YOU ASSHOLES DIDNT BELIEVE ME.

Then there was this opening called Mercury Rev?
WE were in the moshpit and there was like what 30 people there only? like whatever. Then the bass guitar dude kept on looking at me............ ew. Heres what i think might have been going on in his mind.

*Looks at me* Isnt this girl too young to be here? Wait hold up, we're opening for COLDPLAY ahh. Ok. *Looks at the drummer*

AND THATS WHAT HAPPENED. all the pictures werent clear cause they kept moving. I wish i could freeze time man. WAIT. if i could haha.......... You would be suprised at what im thinking of doing if i really could. so yeah heres the pictures of "The Band That CAN Be Moved"

He looks like the totally not as hot and fatter version of Afro dude by the way. I wanted to take a photo of his damn hot guitar but just at that moment he swung the damn thing. Then i thought the person playing the piano near the singer was like damn hot then i wanted to take a picture then the singer stood infront of the guy then WHOO you dont wanna know what i took. AND I DELETED IT YOU SICK BASTARDS.

Then something caught my eye i looked up and i saw HIM! He was like standing in the middle of nowhere then i was like what the hell is he doing there? I found out hes the guy that makes the cool sounds on the guitar. haha. who knew. (When i showed nicole she was like whos this skinny guy?!?!?!) The link i got from coldplay thing said his name was. Dave?

The drummer had an Afro thing goin' on too..................

You see that guy in the red jeans? Thats the lead signer. At first i thought he was possessssssssseeeeeeeeddddddddd. Then i slowly realised it was part of the act. THEN THE GUY BESIDE ME GOT THE FUCKING GUITAR PICK CAN? AAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHH.

THEN, a couple of suckers came in fornt of me. ALL I COULD SEE WAS THEYRE HAIR WHICH DIDNT EVEN SUIT THEIR FACES. then WHOOWEE. ever since they went there the ushers started being total assholes and were like GO BACK TO YOUR SEATS OR WE WONT START THE SHOW. then we were all like wtf when coldplay comes everyones gonna rush back and mosh again why not let us stay. *RETARDED* THEN THE FUCKER PUSHED ME. then i kicked his shoe then looked at me. HAHAHA. serves you right dude you pushed me first. (: So then we went back to our seats AND GUESS WHO I SAW???? AFRO DUDE AND HIS ASS UGLY GIRLFRIEND FISH NETS! co-inci-dence OR WHAT? hahaha. SO CUTE. *thinks about his girlfriend* SO UGLY. they dont click. so yeah. THEN COLDPLAAYYYYZZZZ. (: i forgot what song they opened with. hahaha ok whatever then VIOLET HILL.

*WARNING PHOTOS AND VIDEOS ARE ASS-BLUR. DO NOT ATTEMPT TO TAKE OR COPY MY PHOTOS OR I WILL FIND YOU AND KICK YOUR ASS (wait can i do that?) SO ENJOY THE REST OF THE SHIT*

YEAH! so hot and i think hes like damn funny.

OOH LAA. (:

I think this was before Yellow. (SIGH) i remember this picture was taken when they were singin' Clocks. He did the awesomest piano solos i have ever heard.

The womans head blocked my view and she danced. Alot.

The ugly head that blocked all of mankind behind her unsually large head. And she stood on a freaking chair man.

Nice ass phone? NO IT IS NOT. and you wanna know why? Cause it blocked me. (:

I love his guitar says VIVA. (: viva what??? i dont know.............

SO AWESOME.



The lights that shot out from the back of the stage. My clearest picture. -_-

To think you actually gotta enlarge this picture to actually see anything except the screen.

Chris Martin Surrounded by a sea of hair. (:

nice. (:

I like his guitar leh.

OKOK i know some of you may be thinking WHERE ARE THE VIDEOS CHILLAX K? cause THE VIDEOS ARE HERE! YEAH! and those that got deleted i'll either give you the url to watch it live too but like on youtube. (: the videos may be 10 seconds or shorter or longer and some songs may be cut, DONT COMPLAIN. (: my fucking camera suddenly decided that it was too damn lazy to record videos and said "MEMORY FULL"

FIX YOU.

(the damn video is taking a ass-long time to upload)

(You know ive been waiting for 45 mintues?) argh.

I JUST TOOK ANOTHER ASS-LONG SHOWER AND ITS NOT DONE YET? ARGH. i deleted the thing i'll give you the link they uploaded some of the songs my fuck camera deleted too. AWESOME? yeah! so yeah heres the link and tell me if you really wanna see the videos i took cause i'd be like happy to show you. (If you were my friend) So yeah.

http://www.facebook.com/posted.php?id=547658111&share_id=50313247103#/video/video.php?v=62512901108&oid=51089672146

the song on MY page now is yellow just click the top parts to view the other uh 3 i think. And if you dont have facebook then too bad. (:

So yeah then during the ending song Lovers In Japan OMFG. (:

THIS BECAME...........................................................

OMFG AWESOME? they were like paper stuff cut out into shapes of butterflies! IN A VARITEY OF COLORS.

Yeah here are the pretty-ful butterflies close up.

SO PRETTY-FUL. (:


NEON ORANGE.

and this turned into a totally awesome photo of Jill. (:

P.S// i'll probably upload the videos another day cause ive been sittin infront of the computer my throat is hurting and my neck is breaking and my eyes are uh small. So yeah Im sorry if like you wanted to see MY videos but uh yeah tell me if you really want to i'll show em to ya.

My camera is fucked up.

Hey guys. so the concert was pretty awesome but im not gonna blog about it today. YOU WANNA KNOW WHY? CAUSE MY FUCKED UP CAMERA DELETED MY VIDEOS ON ITS FUCKING OWN. what the hell right? and you wanna know what the worst part was? they were all the longest and the ones i wanted to show nicole AND THEY WERE ALL MY FAVOURITE SONGS. you wanna know which videos? ok Yellow, The scientist, Clocks, FIX YOU? YEAH I FUCKING NEED TO FIX YOU MY CAMERA. and my recording of them doing a super speacial song thing in the audience you may be like OHH its just one of thier songs. NO IT WAS FUCKING NOT OK? IT WAS DAMN SPEACIAL AND DAMN FUNNY. AARRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I WOULD SMASH MY CAMERA NOW but my dad would kill me and eat my heart if he knew i was the one who smashed it. Oh and you know what? MY SISTER BLAMED ME.
"YOU KNOW WHAT? THE CAMERA DELETED MY DAMN VIDEOS CANNN?"
"who asked you not to upload it earlier?"
FUCK LARH. SO SAD ALREADY STILL WANNA DO MORE GOD-DAMN DAMAGE MEAN ASS. ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH. but i got the ones like lost and viva la vida and stuffs like that so yeah.
I AM SO DAMN ANGRY PISSED SAD AND I WANNA KILL YOU. so wait till im chillaxed till i brag about how great the concert was and how you werent there. Till then my assholic camera and friends.

OH MY DAMN GOD.

hey guys im STILL THINKING OF THOSE DUDES, oh amazing. (: So im ripping ANOTHER! one of nicoles quizzes. yeah!
Its the 21 friends thing.

1. Jill
2. Hong Li (even though i dont why the hell youre pissed at me.....)
3. Nicole Hofbauer
4. Nicole Lim (thanks for the quiz! teehee)
5. Hillaryyyyyy
6. Swee Man
7. Fei Ni
8. Janicia
9. Yuyu? (What the hell. i still have to fill in 11 more friends?)
10. God
11. Josephine
12. Vanessa
13. MARYY!
14. Ethel. (HAHAHHAHAHAA)
15. Shamhana
16. Yong jia? (haha didnt expect her huh?) (:
17. METALLICA (dude)
18. AFRO (dude)
19. SMOKER DUDE
20. Fish nets (afros girlfriend)
21. the devil.

How did you meet 7?( Fei Ni )
At my favourite coffeeshop.

What would you do if you and 15 had never met?(Sham)
I would not know a girl names shamhana?

What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?(Fsh nets and jill)
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA. JILL AND FISH NETS?
yeah sure why not? (:

Have you ever seen 17 cry?(METALLICA)
Nope. I just met him yesterday. sooooooo hot. yet so mych older.

Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?(Nicole L and YJ)
uh WHAT DO YOU THINK? (:

Do you want to be 13's friend forever?(MARYY!)
YEAHHHHH! WHY NOT? cause we both LOVE dinosaurs.

Do you think 11 is attractive?(Josephine)
Yeah why not?

What’s 5’s favorite color?(Hillary)
Red since shes so damn horny

When was the last time you talked to 9?(yuyu)
uh the last day of school.

What language does 8 speak?(Janicia)
She speaks manga, she scores all As. (:

Who is 13 going out with?(MARY)
Ross from friends. (: hahaha.

What grade is 16 in?(YJ)
shes 26 she doesnt study anymore.

Would you ever date 17?(METALLICA)
HECK YEAH! i was just wonderin when this question would appear. (:

Where does 18 live?(Afro)
He lives with me and our dog called crack that. (: We live at Toa Payoh.

What is the best thing about 4?(Nicole L.)
SHES PRETTY. (: and shes realy nice and she loves koreans and japanese people.

What would you like to tell 10 right now?(God)
Please erase hong lis memory (the part where shes pissed) and that Jill and HAHA would TING TING. Let me be taller and thinner and hotter and older and let me date smoker dude. (: Thats all i want.

What is the best thing about 20?(Fish nets)
NOTHING OK? .............................

Have you ever kissed 2?(Hong Li)
Uh.................... YEAH!

What’s the best memory you have of 5?(Hillary )
When she uh when she uh laughed. (:

When’s the next time you’re going to see 4?(Nicole L.)
IN 6 HOURS. (:

How is 7 different from 6?(Fei Ni and Janicia)
I met one at a coffeeshop and i met one at a Hakwer centre.

Is 2 pretty?(Hong Li)
Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Big eyes omg.

What was your first impression of 15?(Sham)
Hey you wear glasses. (:

How did you meet 3?(Nicole H.)
When we bumped into each other. (:

Is 19 your best friend?(SMOKER DUDE!)
NO WAYYYYYY. hes my boyfriend. (:

Do you hate 12?(Vanessa)
Yeah. YOU WANNA KNOW WHY? cause shes thin.

Have you seen 18 in the last month?(Afro)
Yeah hes mum forced him to date fish nets and hes suffering terriblely so i lent him MY shoulder to cry on. (:

When was the last time you saw 16?(Yong Jia)
When she was 13. Now shes in India doing missionary work.

Have you been to 5’s house?(Hillary)
Yeah. (:

When’s the next time you’ll see 10?(God)
I'll probably see him only when i need him. (:

Are you close to 11?(Josephine)
Yeah. Sometimes.............. TOO CLOSE. hahaa.

Have you been to the movies with 4?(Nicole L.)
Uh nope. nope nope nope.

Have you gotten in trouble with 8?(Janicia)
Heh heh heh................

Would you give 19 a hug?(SMOKER DUDE)
I WOULD FUCKING KISS HIM WHY NOT HUG HIM? AHHHHH. *Panic Attack*

When have you lied to 3?(Nicole H.)
About?

Is 11 good at socializing?(Josephine)
Yeah shes good at cooking....... (:

Do you know a secret about 8?(Janicia)
Too many. (: teehee.

And im thinking that there are so many fucking dumb questions right'a bout now.

Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.(Vanessa and METALLICA)
NOOOOOO HE IS MINE VANESSA GO AWAY.

What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9?(Yuyu)
Uh that we're friends?

What’s the worst thing about 6?(Swee man)
She likes ethel. (:

Have you ever had a crush on 12?(Vanessa)
NO FLIPPIN WAY SHE TRIED TO STEAL METALLICIA DUDE FROM ME!

How long have you known 2?(Hong Li)
Seven years. ): and now shes pissed *crys*

Have you ever been in a fight with 13?(Mary)
Actually nope. never ever gonna happen.

Does 11 have a bf/gf?(Josephine)
WAKAKAKAKAKA.

Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?(Jill)
HAHAHAHHAAAAHAHAHAHAA. no? Why would i? WINK WINK.

Has 21 met your mother?(The devil)
I fucking hope not.

How did you meet 11?(Josephine)
At Espirt. HAHAA.

Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?(Nicole H.)
What'cha mean by accidentally?

Do you live close to 7?(Fei Ni)
Yeah pretty much i guess.

What is 8’s favorite food?(Janicia)
Plastic Bags. (: Hmmmm.

What kind of car does 1 have?(Jill)
DONT CHA WANT A BMW?

Have you traveled anywhere with 9?(Yuyu)
Yeah we went to china together.

If you gave 14 $100, what would he/she spend it on?(Ethel)
She'd probably spend it buying some friends i guess. : P

OK DUDE HAPPY? IM STILL THINKING ABOUT THE GUYS BUT. i complete a ass long quiz just for you people. And you better not steal my Boyfriend(s) (: Or I'll PERSONALLY KICK YOUR ASS.





in a game of WII tenis. (:

oh my god.

If you were wondering Yes i am still thinking of those guys. why? WELL WELL WELL. cause theyre hot thats why. and HA you didnt see how hot they were oh boo you. (:

HEY HEY QUIZ QUIZ.

hey guys so nicole thinks im crazy cause i still cant stop thinking about those bloody hot guys so uh i decided to do a quiz to maybe get my mind off of that.
the quiz is called 'Would You?' ( if some of you are really retarded you add a would you in front of the questions im gonna answer) PS i ripped this from Nicole. (: TEEHEE.
1. Kiss and tell?
Yeah id kiss the guys at starbucks then i'd tell my friends. (:

2. Kiss a frog?
Will the frog turn into the guys i saw at starbucks if it would then heck yeah why not?

3. Eat a chocolate covered grasshopper?
Id sorta 'peel' the chocolate out and eat it then i''d throw the grasshopper inside away.

4. Fight someone?
Wait who am i fighting? Is he hot?

5. Dance on a bar / table?
how the hell do i dance on a fucking bar?

6. Sing for American Idol?
I cant even sing...............

7. Buy something, wear it, and then try to return it?
Will i get money if i return it? If i do then why not im only returning it cause i dont think its nice anymore right?

8. Give someone else a gift you recieved and didn’t like?
Nope if i didnt like the gift i would have lost it the very next day wayy soon to give it someone else.

9. Bungee jump?
Cool yeah when?

10. Go sky diving?
Who wouldnt wanna dive in the sky? (:

11. Run down the street naked for money?
The real question is would YOU run down the street naked for money?

12. Take candy from a baby?
Wait a second, isnt that a metaphor?

13. Blackmail someone?
Yeah sure. I'd defintely mail something thats black. Personally i think its really cool.

14. Yell at a salesperson?
AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. and im thinking youre a salesperson. So yeah i would cause i already did.

15. Spit on someone’s car?
If the car is ass-ugly. And my spit would make the car cooler anyways like the GUYS AT STARBUCKS would be like hey cool spit on a car. (:

16. Prank call someone?
Uh, funny you should ask that haha.......................


17. Lie about how much you weigh?
Im a fat-ass people can already guess my weight. (:

18. Lie about how old you are?
Guy at starbucks : ' hey how old are you?'
Me : ' Wait, how old are you?'
Guy : ' im 19.'
Me : ' Oh haha im 19 too.'
*wink wink*

19. Wear someone else’s underwear?
Im sure you would. (:

20. Keep something you borrowed and not return on purpose?
Do you think im an asshole?

This shit didnt even make me forget about those damn hot guys. ARGH WHY DID GOD HAVE TO MAKE THEM SO DAMN HOT? HUH WHY WHY WHY? tell me why i ALWAYS wanna hear you say, i want it THAT way.
THAT as in for AFRO TO FUCKING DUMP HIS ASS UGLY GIRLFRIEND AND ASK SMOKER DUDE TO HANG WITH US. (: and metallica too dont forget him.

I Love Metallica, Afro and Smoker Dude.

OH MY GOD THEY WERE SO DAMN HOT. I LOVE STARBUCKS LIKE ANY SHIT IN THE WORLD.
Ok so the they is like three awesome drumer guys that were all so damn cute and stuff so Jill, Nicole and i just sat behind them at like Starbucks (almost) the whole time we were out OMG. then we saw this other guy with like another blonde guy then the blonde guy was with like his girlfriend and they loved P.D.A like wtf. The girl should've tattooed 'P.D.A we just dont care' on her head what a bitch. then like they sat at the step to Zara then they kept kissing so Jill and i started saying oh that guy likes the girl and it hurts him to see them kiss. haha so damn dumb.
then like we saw this asian girl that was so fucking gothy and like she was like wearing ear muffs and like fish nets on her leg and her hair was blond-ish ASAIN OK? then Jilll and i started singing. " I see your sweat is dripping because your clothes are ass thick and youre asian blond doesnt suit you chinese people dont look good (with blonde hair) You have fish nets on your leg and they are used to catch fish well then it means that you are a fish." In the tune of you better pray then nicole said something that made JILL AND MY HEART LIKE BREAK INTO A MILLION DAMN PIECES.
Nicole : " DUDES! UGLY ASIAN GIRL IS DATING AFRO!"
Jill : " What the fuck?"
Me : " NOOOOO FISHING WAY NOOO NOO NOOO. wait not smoker or metallica right?"
Nicole : " No im sure its afro."
Jill and I : " Oh afros fine we dont really think hes hot anyways." (:
And you know what? that girl actually gave me hope cause shes really ugly but shes dating like a drumer/nice haired/sunglasses wearing/Mocha Frapp drinking Hot dude. so yeah Im really sure that Estelle is hotter than her so yeah I or rather WE STAND A CHANCE TO GET A SUPER HOT GUY AS OUR GUYFRIENDS. (when we're older.) YEAH! AWESOME! (:
Then nicole made us leave. -_- ARGH AND WE WERE SO RELUCTANT TO LEAVE.
But we left (P.S// WE WENT BACK LATER AND SAT BEHIND THEM) (: then a guy was like holding a sign saying FREE HUGS then we were like standing next to him then the american dude hugged Nicole. Then after they hugged he was like ' Hey you hug like really good.'
OOH NICOLE HOFBAUER SOME ONE LIKES YOUUUUU. (:
P.S// If you guys just wanted to know Metallica. Afro and Smoker Dude they we ALL DRUMMERS (so jill). Like i liked smoker dude and Metallica best cause they we like uh uh uh Awesome YEAH WITH A CAPITAL A.
P.P.S// THEY WERE NOT ASIAN OK? THEY WERE AMERICA-N. (:

I totally screwed up my CAs.

hey guys so i like got my results back and they really sucked like even though i got A for like some sujects if you compared them to my to my previous post about like grades and stuff my results are not even average, oh crap. let me be totally honest with you. my dad said my results sucked. oh wow, c'mon dont believe me? i'll show you dudees.

English - B

Chinese - B

Math - B

Science - C

Geography - C

History - A

Literature - A

Art - A

Home Econs - A



I make mostly B and As and if you guys are just to damn lazy to read the post about grades i'll tell you AGAIN what they stand for. (Asians)

A - Average

B - Bad

C - Crap

D - Death

F - Fked.

i messed everything up like im not even asian anymore (which is actually a good thing). and now i think my parents will start regarding me as a total failure in life and will probably ship me in a box back to china. oh how wonderful and i did BAD for my chinese i'd be like a werido in china.
oh my god yes and if you dont see me tomorrow you'll know why. i'll be in a box on a dirty boat back to china. oh boo, well as I say 'When life gives you lemons, Eat them' (:

P.S// DIAMOND GIRL, I WANNA WRAP YOU AROUND THE WORLD then something somethingg then *SPANISH*. (:

HE IS NOT JUST HOT.

hey guys so ive been debating with this friend if mine about Travis Clark. Dont know who he is? hes the lead singer of We The Kings. the band i knew when my crap computer was like working awesomely = a very very long time ago. and didnt see his face? so i like thought his voice was just like aweosme, and like i just listened to their song everyday. just to hear his voice. i partly didnt know what he looked like cause i think i was 9 and dumb enough to not know anything. so yeah and like 2 years ago i saw his face i thought he was really damn hot. but then (BRENDON URIE) omg, so yep. yep and know i think hes like 100000000 GOOGILION TIME HOTTER THAN BEFORE OH MY FKING GOD. HES LIKE AN ANGEL SENT FROM LIKE HEAVEN ONLY BETTER. (: like so yeah back to the friend and debate thing.
ME : "I love him."
F : "who?"
ME : "TRAVIS CLARK?"
F : " oh i dont like his hair."
ME : " WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU? HIS HAIR IS ORANGEY AWESOMENESS"
F : " No, its long and orange."
ME : " you know what? go to hell."
F : " ..... right. youre not even gonna meet him."
ME : " you never know dude and you were totally being an ass."
F : " whatever i gotta go. byee loveeees."
ME : " yeah loves bye asssssssss."

SO YEAH. dont you love him? oh god im so sorry like the lastest post i have has to be about this i mean like hes just so cute and aweosme filled. like his bones are even awesome. (: HIS DNA IS AWESOME. so yeah omg omg omg. IM GETTING A PANIC ATTACK. *HEE HOOO HEEE HOO* rightt, ok so yeah.
P.S// RUN BABY RUN.
Why cant you run?

GRADES. lets compare.

heyy guys. ok so im writing this for like a friend in america so im comparing asian grades and american grades. A,B,C,D,F for a white guy in america A would mean AWESOME like omg yay an A. ok and B would mean better like so so and stuff. C would mean youre still doin' okz and D means youre not doin' too good and F just means you fail (: BUT for asians in america A stands for Average youre just like ................ B would stand for BAD youre like already below average which is duh bad. C stands for Crap which means your homework or test was really just plain crap so yeah you'd already be pretty screwed by then.... D stands for Death your parents would probably start threatening to kill you now so......... and like F omg it just stands for Fcuked. your parents will just send you back to china in a box or something. so yeah youre pretty screwed if youre asian. so yeah and in america you dont have PSLE which is total crap because your teachers lie and say that youre going to fail and you get so scared cause youre failing every mock exam you get. so my bunch of friends and i just thought we were hopeless and during exams like after school we would play. like PLAY. and then my teacher would give us a fking long lecture on how badly we're gonna fail and we didnt care. and guess how much i got OH NO. i didnt get liek 150 i got 223 without studying. BEAT THAT! (: HAH. so yeah if youre primary 6 this year just dont study THAT hard it really doesnt make a difference..

You are the key to her lock.

heyy guys so today we had science and oh boy was my techer pissed cause jill hill and nicole were like talking about alicia keys and alicia lock (teacher) she heard them and she was uh pissed. like i mean being compared to alicia keys is AWESOME because
1. Shes a freaking piano prodigy 2. shes a great singer 3. shes pretty 4. SHE SANG KARMA?!?!?! 5. everything youre not. : P sorry. o what so bad about ALL that? so what? my teahcer asked to call me jackie chan whats so bad? 1. hes old 2. he likes chinese 3. hes losing his hair 4. hes a dude.
and then you go saying "do you call your mums by their names?" then they were like .... snigger snigger. haha. and so what am i supposed to get pissed and say 'OH DO YOU CALL YOUR CHILDREN BY THEIR NAMES?" what the hell. that would be retarded. so yep....... and i really feel so damn tired. LIKE DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN tired. oh i'll just tell people i dont like to jerk off. and please jerk FAR away FAR FAR away............
Jingle bitch screwed me over, go to hell jingle whore go to hell go to hell go to helll ell ell. (:
who is this jingle bitch? go find out...............

OH SHUT UP ALREADY.

hello hey yo sup hi ho. guys/dudes/homies/people/girls/boys so yeah im getting really frustrated at at the bangalas opposite my house. like OMG they keep shouting! like "OI CRANG CRANG KU KU BOOB" like its really damn noisey. and theyre buliding HOTEL KNOW?!?!?!?!? like wtf its NO place to build some hotel thats gonna rot in the soil...... like i dont even think its 2 star. -_- and the pink walls suggest a cheapy jiko-peh like checker inners which really disgusts me. if youre old and cant get a house GO LIVE ON THE STREETS LARH! you know if police see you they might just catch you and throw you in jail where you have shelter and free food! isnt that what you guys like the best? FREE STUFF? so yeah and like why another cheapo hotel when i like there are like SO MANY AROUND? why not build a mrt station huh? soi i can just happily cross the road to take a mrt? or maybe build like a shopping mall or something right? so damn irritating. *smacks a head* so yeah lets look at the positive stuff about building a hotel.
POSITIVE STUFFS.
ok the bangalas get paid to they can have money to bring to india.
more jiko-pehs can stop being homeless.
more people can be empolyed.
NEGATIVE STUFFS.
ok first of all the TINY road infornt of my house will get jammed every friggin day.
if i HAPPEN to get married in singapore (lets hope not) my cheapo like uncles and aunts will FORCE me to get married there and my husband to be will leave me.
NOISE POLLUTION
I'll be able to see people in their rooms and they'll be able to see mine and it will be horrible i'll punch them. (:

SEE? WHY DO BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO *GOOD* PEOPLE? ): so yeah its really sad
so yeah i'll probably take pictures of like the stuff and show you how crappy its really gonna be so yeah stay tunnedddd. (:

P.S// So crack a bottle, let your body woddle.

You are.................... SYLAR.

hello all, im gonna talk about facebook today. ahhh facebook alomst everyone has an account, even a loser! ok so on facebook there are quizzes which i always do for fun. but everytime i take a simlier quiz they ALWAYS say im the same person here are some of the quizzes i took and some of the things they think i am..................
im gonna list out the few that i dont think is really like me.
Jacqueline took the Heroes Personality Quiz and the result is You Are Sylar.
( Am i really that evil? then i took another heroes thingy and i STILL AM SYLAR WHEN I CHANGED MY ANSWERS!)

Jacqueline took the quiz "Which Gossip Girl Character are You??" and the result is Blair Waldorf - Friendly Bitch! & then...............
Jacqueline took the quiz "Which Gossip Girl Character are you?" and the result is Blair Waldorf.
(wtf, am i that much of a bitch? ok maybe i am but you dont have to tell me twice..........)

Jacqueline took Attitude test quiz and the result is anger management problem.
(ok its true as i have said in my previous posts and this anger led to this result in the next quiz)

Jacqueline took Which of the 7 Deadly Sins Are You? quiz and the result is WRATH.
(the definition : Forceful, often vindictive anger.) I AM WRATHFUL? well maybe but ARGH!

Jacqueline took what are you born to do? quiz and the result is money maker.
(DUH? if they said toilet cleaner or something i would find the guy who created the quiz and punch him in the face.)

Jacqueline took which F.R.I.E.N.D.S character are you? quiz and the result is Chandler.
(yeah i kinda like him but im not a dude........... so. yeah.)

yeah ok so you see from all the quizes i took. i was either a bitch or evil or a person in need of anger management or a guy................ oh cool. so that goes to show dont believe these quizes haha. cause im not a guy! so yeah ok so i checked out the coldplay concert details on facebook and they have a band opening for them! OMG AND THE BAND IS MERCURY REV! you dont know who they are? neither do i. -_- they are like just *unknown* but i mean yeah i dont know what i mean so ignore that......... ok right, my facebook account is really funny if you guys happen to check it out, like you see my picture then you scroll down then suddenly you see
Relationship status : Married to
Hong Li Chew
LOL. then people asked me youre married? dont be retarded shes my bestfriend, its just for fun................ so yeah i really dont know what to write now. so just go to facebook and take those 'untrue' quizes.